.....from this hypocrisy & pretence......
What if this isn't everything it should be????

I'm not even sure how I feel....!! !!

Maybe somewhere, someone loves me so much;
He'd share his life with me and my whole life he'd touch;
Maybe somewhere, someone longs to hear me call;
Or maybe, yes, I realized, maybe there is none at all...

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| Sunday, January 15, 2012
It was the second sunday of the cold month of January!!!
I was anxiously waiting for his call.We were supposed to meet up that day.

Time was ticking away fast as it was a winter day.It was almost dusk.He did not call up.
I waited till 8 PM but no call-no text-no fb message-NOTHING at all...

He had asked me not to call him as he had "SOME WORK".

This wasn't the first time that he had kept me waiting for his call.It was the 5th consecutive time that he was not going to meet me....!!

There was a time when he met me on every sunday.There was a time when we could talk for hours together on NOTHING at all.However, his approach towards me had changed a lot since the last few times.

He was not talking to me the way he used to.
He did not call me up frequently like he did few months back.
He is not my boyfriend,so obviously I don't have to ask him the reason for his cold behaviour.

I remember one day when we were BEST FRIENDS in the real sense and we fought over something.
He had told me "You'll miss me the day I stop talking to you.You'll realize my worth the day you don't see me on facebook chat anymore.You'll understand what I mean to you the day when I won't tease you on gtalk.Perhaps you won't know all that now but once we stop talking to each other and I stop teasing you on skype video chats you will come to know the importance of BEST FRIENDS.Don't take me for granted sweetheart.I might not remain the same in the time to come...."

Saying so he winked at me and gave me a huge smile.For a moment I was speechless but then I burst out laughing just to break the silence which was a bit tough for me to handle!!!!

After coming home that day I had imagined a time WITHOUT him in my life and I had tears in my eyes....
Today I was feeling something of the same sort.The only difference was the tears today were for the reality which was slowly coming towards me....
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