Those crucial moments at night...

The most difficult moments are the ones at night when I can't really help but miss him.

I feel like dialing his number, making him a call and asking him to talk to me throughout the night.
I feel like going to sleep after hearing his voice.
I wish I can run upto him and giving him a warm loving hug.
I really want to text him so bad right now.
I wish he would call me up in the middle of the night and say--"Hey, I was missing you..."
I hug my teddy bear but sadly it doesn't hug me back!! :(

I want just one guy who would stay awake just because I have not slept yet...
I want one special person to be with me all my life and stand by me all the while..

I really want to get out of this horrible feeling at night when the four walls of my room suffocate me and make me feel so lonely ..!!!!