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.....from this hypocrisy & pretence......
What if this isn't everything it should be????

I'm not even sure how I feel....!! !!

Maybe somewhere, someone loves me so much;
He'd share his life with me and my whole life he'd touch;
Maybe somewhere, someone longs to hear me call;
Or maybe, yes, I realized, maybe there is none at all...

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Death Heals Part two!

| Monday, June 27, 2011
Please read the first part :- Death Heals Part I ----> Click here!!

Diya could not say more 'cause the tears had said a lot more than what words ever could..She just said in a helpless voice :-

"Jay,You've been my best friend and will always stay the most valued person in my life.....
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Bu...t ... pl...e...ase let me... be... alone ...right now..So...rr..y"

Jay did not want to leave her alone,but he thought that to be the only option...
He wished to wipe her tears..but he found himself stuck in a disgraceful fraud of destiny.

He quietly left the place.

After a while,Diya walked out in the balcony of her place.Niki was forced to go out of station as she had some other issues to sort out.

It was drizzling and Diya could not really make out whether her tears were making her cheeks wet or was it the rain...She felt as if it was raining to wash her warm tears FAR AWAY...

She stood there in the balcony and decided to tell Jay something...Something she had never told him..Something she always wanted to share with him & Niki...

It was something which had been bothering her since a long time.

She called up Jay and asked him to come home the next day...............
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Next Day!!!
He knocked the door once,there was no answer.
He knocked it again,called out for Diya...but no one replied.
He finally tried to open the door and to his shock,the door automatically swung open.
He saw a piece of paper lying on the dining table addressed to "Jay"...

It said..

"My Dear Jay,
By the time you read this,my life must have slipped out of my hands.I am sorry I could not be the one in your life.I always thought I would move on,I would learn to love you...I would fall for you,the way I did for HIM.
I know this letter would shatter your world,but I sincerely apologize for my weaknesses and stupidity.I know I'm stupid.I am weak.I am a girl who cried for someone who never ever cared.
I know it all.I know how much you love,how much you care.
I don't have the strength or courage to write more.I don't even have the courage to face you everyday with the same questions in your eyes and the same dreams which I cannot make true.
I never told you,but I had been diagnosed with a hole in my heart which needed some cardiac surgery.Niki also did not know about it.I could not even share anything with her.I would have never been able to confront her.I have been extremely lucky to have you both in my life,but I cannot go on anymore.I am weak emotionally as well as physically.I guess I won't be able to live longer now.I quit............................."

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For a moment, Jay was numb.He did not know what to do or what to feel...
His world had come to a standstill.

A pause.

His world had gone to another world,which he would never be getting back!!!!!!!

He had just one assurance---Diya finally got rid of the pain,the agony,the regret and the tears!!!!!!!! ................

He got up and left the place with a heavy heart and with a emptiness no one could ever fill..!!!!!!!!!

NO ONE!!...........................

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