Keblinger

Keblinger
.....from this hypocrisy & pretence......
What if this isn't everything it should be????

I'm not even sure how I feel....!! !!

Maybe somewhere, someone loves me so much;
He'd share his life with me and my whole life he'd touch;
Maybe somewhere, someone longs to hear me call;
Or maybe, yes, I realized, maybe there is none at all...

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My Letters to God...

| Monday, May 10, 2010
My first letter to God!!

To be received or not,To be read or left unread...

Prayers to be answered or remain unanswered & unheard...Everything I leave upto you,God.

Dear God,


I'm sorry but I have to tell you something.I know I have no authority to question your power and I've no right to make you change the life you've plannned for me,but I just want to share with you what I'm going through.I know you must be already knowing what kind of a person I am,what kind of feelings I've,what others feel for me and what I want from life or rather what I need in life...

But being a mortal being,I've certain wishes,hopes and dreams which I wish to share with THEE!

I don't think I ever deserved this shit in my life.
I deserve to be happy and cheerful.
I deserve to be loved.
I deserve a certain someone to love me and LOVE ME FOR ME..and not just 'cause he has no other option.I want to be "chosen" by someone as his ONLY ONE...

I always think of others and put their happiness before anything else.Never have I made anyone cry intentionally.

Neither have I hurt anyone deliberately nor have I deliberately broken any one's heart..
Yes,I might have unknowingly done wrong to someone someday,but I don't think I'd be paying such a big price for any mistake of mine...

Yes,I'm noone to judge anyone else's virtues,but if I'm supposed to have such crap in my life,I'm sure certain people may have to go through all this sooner or later for the bullshit they bring to the lives of others.

My letters to you don't really expect anything in return from you,neither a reply nor getting my prayers answered...

But I just want to say one thing.Please don't give me such unpleasant memories from my life,don't make me believe that humanity(MANKIND) SUCKS!

Please let my life not be so chaotic.Make it a bit simpler.I don't say make it a bed of roses...But atleast don't make it so full of thorns and pricks.

And yes,I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY,and no matter what you give me I'll stay happy now and be a stronger person who'll be able to take all the hurdles you've designed for me.
Just make me a tough girl,who will be able to overcome everything that is in store for her---Every obstacle and everything else which would belittle my hopes and dreams...

Now playing :- Thoda hai,thode ki zarurat hai...!!

8 opinions:

{ Tej } at: Thursday, May 13, 2010 said...

That's very sad and frustrating letter girl....but it's life and we are getting what God gives us....
TO be happy in any damn situation is Positiveness....Practicality....and Acceptance is best virtue for ur answers.......Nothing more I can say.....Be brave as u always been...
Fight with Smile and Positiveness and nothing can harm u in life....

{ Where thoughts are Word$ } at: Thursday, May 13, 2010 said...

Yes,this is exactly what I'm doing.

FIGHTING ...!!

Fighting for happiness!

{ 清民 } at: Tuesday, May 18, 2010 said...

天下沒有走不通的路,沒有克服不了的困難,沒有打不敗的敵人。.............................................

{ sakhii•• } at: Thursday, May 20, 2010 said...

read some ur posts!!
sensitive:)

{ 韋于倫成 } at: Thursday, May 27, 2010 said...

人有兩眼一舌,是為了觀察倍於說話的緣故。..................................................

{ 子凌 } at: Thursday, June 03, 2010 said...

路過~很有趣吶...........................................

{ bhavesh } at: Sunday, March 11, 2012 said...

nice letter...though god knows everything but we can atleast pray...and prayer with heart always reaches to god...as children of god we have right to complaining.

{ Where thoughts are Word$ } at: Sunday, March 11, 2012 said...

Yaa.. thank youuuuuu...

 

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