.....from this hypocrisy & pretence......
What if this isn't everything it should be????

I'm not even sure how I feel....!! !!

Maybe somewhere, someone loves me so much;
He'd share his life with me and my whole life he'd touch;
Maybe somewhere, someone longs to hear me call;
Or maybe, yes, I realized, maybe there is none at all...

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My EDWARD who doesn't exist...!! :)

| Monday, June 13, 2011

:) :) To my non-existent Edward...!!!--------------->

This post is purely imaginative.It doesn't resemble "MY" life anymore !! ;)

Now playing :- Tera hone laga hoon...

I'm not sure if I am his Bella or if we'll be Twilight's Edward-Bella...if destiny will ever let us be one or if this will last or he will love me.I'm not even sure if he "LOVES" me or not...[Thats what he says,but I'm veryyyyyyy scared to trust him.]
I have a doubt on cupid that he may strike my Edward again for someone else and he would walk away from me.

I'm afraid I would make him upset and lose him.I don't even know if he will stand by me forever 'cause I don't trust my fortune at all.May be we might not be meant to be.

I know it sounds very pessimistic...but it's like I want to be assured of my insecurities and possessiveness.

Yes,I am very insecure,but that is obvious because I love him a lottttttt..Isn't it?
I want him to be scared to lose me.I want him to love me more than anything else in this world.I want to be the most important part of his life.

I have that fear that he doesn't value me as much as I do.It's like I'm very nervous about our relationship.

I want to be friends with him forever,even if we don't end up being with each other.

I want him to be a part of me the rest of my life.

I LOVE HIM...I LOVE YOU[In case you ever read this.]

Just to let you know how much you mean to me !! :(

I want to cry,I want to smile,I want to feel alive... ONLY WITH YOU!!
I really love the way he calls me up just to say "I love you,sweetheart...I feel very protective of you..."

I love the way he keeps awake till 3,just to ensure that I've gone to sleep.
I love the way we fight on the call to hang up.."You hang up","No,you hang up" and we end up talking for an hour more after that and then again fight to hang up.
It's like we talk almost 24 hours a day :D :D :D
I love the way he says "I love you moreeeee" when I say "I love you"...
I really wish we always remain the sameeeeeee through the years to come..
The love we share never fades and the feelings always remain as young as ever..


5 opinions:

{ I'll try 2 be truthful } at: Saturday, April 24, 2010 said...

i think all you need is a wish . all the best :)

{ Akansha Agrawal } at: Saturday, April 24, 2010 said...

All the best wishes... I so know the feeling... :)

Hope you guys stay happy together... :D

{ Where thoughts are Word$ } at: Saturday, April 24, 2010 said...

Thank you so much! :)

Hope for the best!

{ chirag } at: Monday, June 20, 2011 said...

u vl get ur edwards soon
best of luck
vaise it seems ke mil gaya hain

{ Where thoughts are Word$ } at: Monday, June 20, 2011 said...

hehe..Thank you for dropping by,Chirag!! :)
Aap ke muh me ghee shakkar...



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