Keblinger

Keblinger
.....from this hypocrisy & pretence......
What if this isn't everything it should be????

I'm not even sure how I feel....!! !!

Maybe somewhere, someone loves me so much;
He'd share his life with me and my whole life he'd touch;
Maybe somewhere, someone longs to hear me call;
Or maybe, yes, I realized, maybe there is none at all...

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Exams ----------------------------!! :(

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| Friday, July 10, 2009
I just came online & was getting bored of studying & seeing the HUGE BOOKS.Simply dropped in to say :-

I "MIGHT" NOT BE ABLE TO GET ONLINE.

I've exams approaching & the dates have not yet officially been declared.
For that reason we've to keep checking the website for the notice regarding examination announcements:-

http://www.gujaratuniversity.org.in/web/WebExam.asp

You may check the link.I hope it won't be in "GUJARATI"... :)

Cya till then.Keep in touch!

And ya....you can always read the previous posts and comment.. :P
Note:-At present I don't have that patience to put hyperlinks to those posts on which I'm awaiting comments. :P

This feeling of HATRED!!

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| Monday, July 6, 2009
I hate him.
I hate him for being a mistake in my "PERFECT" life.
I hate myself for letting him hurt me.
I hate him for making me cry.
I hate myself for those tears I cried.
I hate him for flirting & pretending.
I hate myself for trusting everything he said.
I hate myself for the tears which he made me cry.
I hate him for showing me dreams.
I hate myself for actually believing in them.
I hate him for playing games in the name of love.
I hate myself for being a part of it.
I hate him for loving someone else.
I hate myself for loving him.
I hate her for loving him.
I hate myself for being so selfish.
I hate him for leaving me for her.
I hate myself for wanting him even after that.
I hate him for all those lies.
I hate myself for not being worthy enough of the truth.
I hate myself for having hopes & dreams.
I hate him for crushing them.
I hate him for destroying the purity of the word "love".
I hate him for strangling the essence of "commitment".
I hate him for insulting the depth of the feeling called "love".
I hate myself for praying to have him in my life.
I hate destiny for having different plans,
But most of all I hate him for breaking my heart every time I look BACK!!




I hate YOU...but I'm pretty sure you're happy wherever you ever,with whoever that girl is.I don't have a right to say anything to the girl.I just hope everyone gets what he/she truly deserves and I genuinely pray for JUSTICE!

Justice to the one who loved so true & also to the one who crushed her love,hopes & wishes.

Sometimes I think maybe I would have broken someone's heart in my past life,in my previous incarnation...That's why I paid a price in my present life!!!!! :
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...Not only him,I HATE certain other people too ,who I don't even know but their irritating behaviour makes me hate them sooooo much...More about them later!!
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And with this I'm letting him go and setting myself free from all those animosities.
It was my choice to be unhappy,to be broken-hearted and grieve over him but I promise myself I shall never ever look back.

I know I've promised many many times,but this time it's for the last time.I shall be happy and make sure my heart heals....
:)

It's okay if you won't comment! :)

It's pure reality-THE BITTER REALITY and I won't mind if you walk away without commenting.

Note:-I'm not being rude.This is the way I'm! :(

 

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