.....from this hypocrisy & pretence......
What if this isn't everything it should be????

I'm not even sure how I feel....!! !!

Maybe somewhere, someone loves me so much;
He'd share his life with me and my whole life he'd touch;
Maybe somewhere, someone longs to hear me call;
Or maybe, yes, I realized, maybe there is none at all...

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Someone lost,Much more gained!

| Thursday, December 11, 2008
It was just a few days to losing him.

Please don't ask me how.

It's just that I "lost" him and this time I had to convince myself for the final time that I'll never get to see him again.I knew this had to happen,so I was quite prepared for it.

Nevertheless,Life has got back to normal now. :)
I'm happy and I'll be a happier person now for sure


Alright a bit of my flashback :-

I was a very good & sincere student till my H.S.C.

However,in my two years of college,I had lost my grip over studies.

I had maintained the sincerity but couldn't keep up the good performance which I had at school.

Some personal frustrations,heart-breaks,emotional explosions in life and some expectations from insensitive people had very badly affected my studies.

Okay coming back to 11th December-today.....

I'm very happy today....

I've lost him forever.I always thought nothing meant more than him.
Today I've realized that something else always meant more to me than anything/anyone else.

That something else was always my academics,my studies and ultimately my profession now.

I scored the highest marks today in an examination.

It really matters a lot.Appreciation from the faculty members has always been very important for me.

Today finally I've sorted out my priorities,which never really included anyone else[Not even him]-No one else except me,my parents and my responsibilities as a daughter,as a student and later on as a professional.

I'm glad I realized this and thanks to a few mistakes,to a few useless people I met in this transition.

Thanks to their bullshit,their drama,the silly conversations,the trust betrayals & the false promises.....


2 opinions:

{ Vikram } at: Sunday, December 14, 2008 said...

Keep your Head up, Don't get Fed up.

{ chitwan } at: Monday, December 15, 2008 said...

Hmmm...that's what you call have to experience everything to learn everything..time and tide wait for none. :)
all d best


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