It was just a few days to losing him.
Please don't ask me how.
It's just that I "lost" him and this time I had to convince myself for the final time that I'll never get to see him again.I knew this had to happen,so I was quite prepared for it.
Nevertheless,Life has got back to normal now. :)
I'm happy and I'll be a happier person now for sure
Alright a bit of my flashback :-
I was a very good & sincere student till my H.S.C.
However,in my two years of college,I had lost my grip over studies.
I had maintained the sincerity but couldn't keep up the good performance which I had at school.
Some personal frustrations,heart-breaks,emotional explosions in life and some expectations from insensitive people had very badly affected my studies.
Okay coming back to 11th December-today.....
I'm very happy today....
I've lost him forever.I always thought nothing meant more than him.
Today I've realized that something else always meant more to me than anything/anyone else.
That something else was always my academics,my studies and ultimately my profession now.
I scored the highest marks today in an examination.
It really matters a lot.Appreciation from the faculty members has always been very important for me.
Today finally I've sorted out my priorities,which never really included anyone else[Not even him]-No one else except me,my parents and my responsibilities as a daughter,as a student and later on as a professional.
I'm glad I realized this and thanks to a few mistakes,to a few useless people I met in this transition.
Thanks to their bullshit,their drama,the silly conversations,the trust betrayals & the false promises.....
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