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.....from this hypocrisy & pretence......
What if this isn't everything it should be????

I'm not even sure how I feel....!! !!

Maybe somewhere, someone loves me so much;
He'd share his life with me and my whole life he'd touch;
Maybe somewhere, someone longs to hear me call;
Or maybe, yes, I realized, maybe there is none at all...

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The loss of a beautiful person-Her ANGEL!!

| Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Kim was sitting on the study table,surrounded by books but she wasn't reading;or rather she "COULDN'T" READ.She just could not concentrate.She tried to pay attention but she was again & again reminded of his words,those songs they talked about,those love songs they sang for each other and those poems he had written for their relationship.Those moments when they laughed,those dreams they shared -everything came back to her mind and she could recall all those moments of their wonderful friendship....She had cried so much that her eyes were all red and she was almost NUMB.She couldn't share it with anyone and she was dying from within.

She tried to recall the lectures and study,but in vain.

Her mind was playing the notes of its own playlist instead of the notes she had written at college.

There were strange feelings in her mind.It was not that she had broken up with him.They were never really lovers.He was her closest friend among guys.He had done so much for her & consoled her when she was feeling blue and supported her despite EVERYYYYYYTHING.They had prayed for each other's dreams and always wished for each other's happiness.He used to hold her hand & show her that there were people who cared and everyone was not the same.He was the only one who could make her believe everyone won't hurt her and she would definitely get the one she loved,the one made specially for her-HER SOMEONE SPECIAL....

But suddenly her world came to a standstill when she came to know that he had met with an accident.She did not even have the guts to visit him at the hospital,lest anything happens to him.
She was trying to divert her mind to studies & convince herself that he'll surely be fine.

Her mother tried to assure her and asked her to visit him at the hospital.
She was very scared and hesitant but she had to give up and finally she agreed to leave for the hospital.Just as she was tying her shoe laces,her cellphone rang.Her heart almost skipped beats.Her breath was almost gone....Her mother received the call.........

It was the most unfortunate day for Kim.He was no more.She had lost him forever in her life.

She could never ever find anyone like him and his absence will always be felt by her as the irreplacable void of her life.......!!!



She kept playing his favourite song again & again in the hope that she would get those times back......

"Ehsaan itna sa kar de
Mujhe phir tanha sa kar de
Tere bina jee na sakunga
Milke ye tujh se keh na sakunga
Ehsaan itna sa kar de
Mujhe phir tanha sa kar de

Tera mera ye naata kyun toota
Tera mera ye pyaar kyun rootha
Aadhi baatein adhoori raatein
Reh gayi tere bina
Tera mera ye naata kyun toota
Tera mera ye pyaar kyun rootha
Aadhi baatein adhoori raatein
Reh gayi tere bina

Tanhaiyaan seh na sakunga
Tere bina jee na sakunga
Ehsaan itna sa kar de
Mujhe phir tanha sa kar de


Tu nahi raha teri yaad reh gayi
Palko mein teri aas reh gayi
Koi to hoga bahana bata
Tujhko bhula dene ka
Tu nahi raha teri yaad reh gayi
Palko mein meri teri aas reh gayi
Koi to hoga bahana bata
Tujhko bhula dene ka

Tanhaiyaan seh na sakunga
Tere bina jee na sakunga
Ehsaan itna sa kar de
Mujhe phir tanha sa kar de
Ehsaan itna sa kar de
Ehsaan tanha sa kar de"...

I pray his soul rests in peace & Kim finds a friend like him someday atleast.

1 opinions:

{ C R D } at: Saturday, November 22, 2008 said...

goes to show that we should live our life as if today were our last day. had she to go to the hospital to meet him, she would've at least had the chance to see him, or at least let him know she was there, before he departed.

also, no matter how better a friend she found after him, no one would be able to replace him in her life, no?

cheers
CRD :)

 

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