He:Hey Hie.Where were you since so many days?
She:Are you talking to me?
He:Of course.Why're you saying so?
She:No,I thought you have better things to do now.
He:Yes,but talking to you is one of them.
She:Please stop your tall stories.I've heard enough of it already.
He:Hey,why are you so rude?
She:I'm rude!!!!!!!I think you should ask this to yourself "Why am I so indifferent?"
He:Me & indifferent?I asked you where were you and you are showing me such attitude?
She:Oh before 15 months,I was the best girl you had seen and suddenly today,I've become the attitude girl?Just introspect yourself before telling me anything.Think what you had said before some months.
He:What do you mean?
She:Please don't try to be so innocent.I'm trying hard to be polite.Don't force me to say something which will hurt you and later bite my conscience.
He:No,just let me know why you're behaving in such a manner.
She:Just forget it.You know it very well what I'm talking about.Bye.
The next day......
He:Hey,Listen.Atleast tell me where did I go wrong?
She:Do you want "me" to tell you?Can't you realize it yourself?Atleast take some trouble to go back and...
He:I don't think I have done anything wrong.
She:Oh !!Fine then.I'm wrong.I was wrong that I considered you a friend.I was wrong that I thought we were those fairytale friends forever.I was wrong that I trusted you more than myself and I respected you soooooooo much.I was wrong that I believed everything you said.I even believed you when you said we make a perfect pair.I considered your presence in my life everything I wanted.You mattered the most to me.I was wrong when I took you as a friend.I had nothing of that sort in my mind,but you compelled me to believe that I had.Even though you couldn't commit,I thought you'll,someday....But all your words were a farce and a part of your false promises,those dreams which you could never change into reality and your two-faced pesonality.Actually not a two-faced,multi-faced personality.You wanted to fit into the impression of "My kind of a guy" ,so you pretended to be a good,decent and sweet person.The kind of person,I had always wanted.But now,I'm over it.I'm grateful to you that in the beginning you taught me how to live with a broken heart,without the person you truly love the most and later you taught me not to trust anyone blindly and the most important thing you taught me was never to let a stranger change your life,the way you had changed mine.......Because of you,I cannot believe anyone at the first go,and even friends made fun of my feelings.You did not even bother to look back once and ask if I was fine.Anyways,I don't care and I'm glad I don't exist for you any longer and neither do you exist for me.
He:I'm sorry.I never really meant to do all this that you just said.But if you've really felt so,I promise you today that from now on I'll never try to talk to you.I'm sorry I made you my friend and I apologize for everything you think I've done.I really like you a lot and you are still the most genuine person I've come across.I'll always regret having lost you.Thanks for everything and sorry for everything.Bye.Take care.I'm sorry I couldn't love you the way you wanted me to....!!
She signs out.Finally at peace with her emotions which were fighting inside her since so long,the turbulence of thoughts is finally calm....She ended it the way it should have,long back and she knows it should not have started,in the first place.
A special post...!!!! - Around February 1988.... The first breath of my life... The first heart beat of my life... The first cell was formed in me... 21st November 1988..... The fir...
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